Here is the second confession that I will be sharing with you. This confession is from a friend. He confess this to me about a year ago before my graduation day. We don't study on the same school but we are very close to each other. Let me stand from his point of view.
My name is Carl. I am 20 years old and a 4th year college student. I joined a theater group when I was in first year college for me to have a scholarship. I auditioned and luckily I passed. There I met new friends and I consider the organization as my second family. I love all the people there because they are all nice and very kind to me.
I had this closest friend of mine who is the former president of the organization. His name is Tom. He is in fourth year college and a very intelligent person. I consider him as my big brother. He helps me with my problems whether it's about school or about something personal. He really loves giving gifts. He always give me gifts like clothes, perfume, shoes, cellular phone, etc.He actually rent some escorts for me. According to him, I have to experience girls eventhough I'm still young. Honestly, I did not ask him to give me all of this things. I really get shy whenever he gives me these things but he keep on telling me that all the things that he has are mine. He loves me as his brother since he is the only child of his parents.
During our rehearsals, he helps me on how to portray the role that is given to me. He really teach me on how to become an effective actor on stage. Fortunately, I was awarded as the best actor in our school. I am really thankful about that. I always play the roles of major characters in our five plays. I know that if Tom is not with me, I cannot achieve those things and I cannot have the full scholarship which is really my aim before entering the field of theater arts.
It was Sunday then and we had our general rehearsal (Monday is our play day). We started seven in the morning and we end up at 12 midnight. Unfortunately, there were no transportation available then for me to reach home. He offered me to just stay on his apartment and wait for the morning to come. I said yes.
It was one o'clock in the morning when we reached his apartment. Both of us are tired to after taking a bath, we decided to take a rest. I was about to fall asleep when I felt something in me. Someone is holding my c***.
I felt so nervous and I kept on telling myself that I am just dreaming and it is not Tom who is holding it. But,. yes he is. I hold his hand and tell him to stop but he refused. I had no choice but to let him do what he want. I really wanna cry then. I don't know how to react. I don't know what to say. He took advantage of me and he really did a lot of unexpected things.I did not sleep all night. I waited for morning to come and as the sun rise, I left his apartment without him knowing it.
The next day, I saw him at school and he gets near me. I am really mad at him. I just don't show it. I don't like him to be near me anymore. On my surprise, he whispered to and said that if I changed my attitude towards him and if I told somebody about what happened, he will not give me the scholarship that I have now. I really don't know what to do. He want us to the same thing almost every night.
He is not the real Tom whom I consider my brother. I can't take it anymore. So what I did is I left the the university and transfer into another school. I am now working for my studies.
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